How To Suck At Life

My life sucked when I was fired from a job and lost my home and got a divorce and my mom stopped talking to me. It sucked when I broke up with another woman I really liked because I was afraid she wouldn’t like me if I went broke… It’s always going to suck. But occasionally it’s punctuated by moments of un-suckness. It’s my fault when things go bad. Blaming is draining.