8 months nomading and I’m just lonely in different cities

I saw a couple at a cafe today holding hands and just felt this wave of loneliness hit me, they’re building a life together and I’m building a story for social media that makes it look like I’m having the time of my life. I think this looked so much better from the outside, now I’m here and just feel disconnected from everything and everyone.

Does it get easier after the first year or is this just what it is forever?